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Do It For Who??

i'm a little agitated y'all...

i understand that my position as a musician has me in the spotlight (a little). i also understand that my position as a Christian has me under a microscope. and frankly, i'm tired of writing these blogs on the same stupid subjects...

somebody emailed me & asked me the other day if i was truly living for God. then tried to cover it up with some "i know i don't know you"...i'm thinking, what i done did to make somebody come up with that idea?? i don't get it...i don't see any compromise in myself, do you?? am i missing something?? are you bored?? then on the other hand, why do i have to validate my position with God to anybody?? i'm not saying "put your mutha *bleepin* hands up for the Lord!!" or "praise Jesus or die nickuh!!", and on the other hand i don't walk around with my back stiff (pause), carrying a Bible on some holier than thou trip. i know i ain't all the way there, but i know God ain't mad at me. i know i have work to do. like one of my elders told me, "you're not a mess, you're a man"...dang, give me room to breathe & grow & stretch...

for those of you that DON'T know, i'm not a "stereotypical" Christian. i'm not so left wing that i end up being out of touch with reality. and i'm not one of those "sweep it under the rug" cats either. you can serve Christ with a sense of reality. this world we're in is MESSED up, and if i act a certain way, it's not going to get anybody closer to Christ like I want them to. i witness with the music, that's what i do best. don't worry about what i have going on. at least not until my soul cries for help...geez